To the man of my prayers,

This may be the last letter of this season and until now I've no idea who are you, whether I met you or conversed with you. Actually, I tried to get out of my comfort zone this past season and get along just like my friends told me but I know in my spirit something is wrong that I couldn't explain. It's easier to be in a relationship at this time, I just thanked God that the guy that I thought liked me, never pursue me. God really makes a way and protects my heart from heartaches and troubles.

Maybe twenty-five feels like this, I know I'm ready right now more than before but I'm not in haste anymore. Maybe because the people around me are getting married, pursuing relationships, and seeing lovers all around. There are just days that I wished you are here but maybe God is teaching me to honor this season alone and be fully satisfied in Him.

I've realized, waiting is a painful process at times. But I'm waiting for God to answer, someone who sees the bigger picture, the whole picture. The one who knows me better than I know myself. The One who holds the king's heart and surely he holds your heart too. Maybe I don't know your name right now but I know God knows you from your inmost being and I am at peace with that. I know God will connect us deeply and mightily not only to satisfy our desires but to glorify Him more in our lives.

I still believe that there's someone out there like you, maybe we're in different seasons right now but still inhaling His grace. I still believe that God writes our story even though we're flawed and imperfect.

I pray that when you come, you won't confuse me instead your presence will assure me and give me peace. I pray that when you come, you won't be in a hurry but we'll gonna take it one step at a time.

I pray that we both seek to delight ourselves in the Lord and let His love transcend to us while we're in this season of waiting and longing.

I hope and pray you love Him more than anything in this world 'cause I know you will love me too the way He loves me. I pray you're a man of faith and ready to conquer your battles in prayers and through God's word, unafraid to pursue your purpose, unafraid to take the lead, and a stand when it's necessary. I know you will give me clarity and peace when you come, lay down your good intentions, and pray with me. I hope also to be your answered prayer and to be the woman that you always pray for. Let's keep our faith in Him.

I miss you already even though I haven't met you yet. I know you're someone that only God can give.

See you soon, my future love!

Have we ever met?

Many a man proclaims his own steadfast love, but a faithful man who can find it?

Proverbs 20:6

The kings heart is a stream of water in the hand of the Lord; he turns it wherever he will. Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, but the Lord weighs the heart.

Proverbs 21:1-2

Do not stir up or waken love until it pleases.

Song of Solomon 3:5

How can a young man keep his way pure? By guarding it according to your word.

Psalm 119:9

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Psalm 37:4

Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it

Proverbs 4:23

Published by Merrel Ya

A lady who has been pondering her hope into Christ, inhaling His grace, and enjoying the beauty of life. Writing about life, asking God about "kuliglig sa kanyang dibdib."

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