Pain

Why I cannot conquer the pain
The pain  which makes me insane
Before YOU were here
but suddenly you’re out there

This loneliness makes me weak
And missing YOU feels me sick
You saved me in my bleak moment
When all is dark and all I know is to lament

Suddenly I realized YOU are on my side
Didn’t try to leave me in any tide
I am too gullible
But YOU’RE too lovable.

Today, this pain is in vain.
You still love me even there is rain
Forever YOU are on my side
And you will be always my shed.


Published by Merrel Ya

A lady who has been pondering her hope into Christ, inhaling His grace, and enjoying the beauty of life. Writing about life, asking God about "kuliglig sa kanyang dibdib."

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