Merrel Ya
October 28, 2018
4:34 pm
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Slowly

The glimmer of lights from the stars kept me awake.I was alone that night, as the tears on my eyes poured down in slow motion. Until , I found myself walking in the abyss of loneliness. Surrounded by inimical voices of own thoughts.

I felt my heart shattered into bit of pieces , because of the negative voices that I allowed to digest into my soul. I felt I was crawling into this path as I brought the baggage that made me weak.

I couldn’t take it anymore.

I closed my eyes and knelt my knees once again.

Slowly without any pressure.

Slowly giving my depression

Slowly without any hesitation

Slowly giving all my frustrations

And once again

He answered my prayers.

Slowly.

He filled me again with His love and enjoy His presence again.

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Sometimes we would come into His presence just for the joy of closeness.

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Published by Merrel Ya

A lady who has been pondering her hope into Christ, inhaling His grace, and enjoying the beauty of life. Writing about life, asking God about “kuliglig sa kanyang dibdib.”

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Merrel Ya

October 28, 2018, 4:36 pm

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